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Lifes complex ..real complex...i was only feeling i wud relax when the new set of prbs welcomed me...rather disgusting! pooh! so now...some daily updates

my team presentation was great..have never really felt so comfortable during presentation...purely pleased! finally i am overcoming my stage fears...hope the rest go well..inshallah

next comes few complicacies...actually no time to sort those....i am dipped in academic pressures..severely..i am so stuck that i cant even go out on 1st boishakh...ah..not true..actually i find him dis-oriented to hang out ...so i am malfunctioning also

i am satisfied with some solutions regading a few relations....phew..doesnt fell good when close relations go out of hand...so m glad.

okay...now my pc is a piece of trouble. always this prb htat prb. it feels like a burden sumtimes..because my ppl at home are not at all co-operative...so any repairing is greeted with severe frown and tsky comments...hate em. i just pray everything gets handy..inshallah

and finally...i am content with him rite now...though sumtimes i feel severe bad and i want those expression desperately, i can controll myself...by saying myself that now its turn to b friends, if he doesnt want to fulfil the desires of a relationship, i'll never force him. if hez comfortable like this- being ONLY friends, i dont have any objections actually. its his need due to which i responsed for the different phase, if he doesnt want it, i wud bury the expectations inside ..rite away

but still sumtimei gaze blankly...wondering where the needs are minimized,i know they are not vanished....they are somewhere...unnoticed