sometimes i am just too dis-oriented, at other times, i am too enthusiatic....its hard to balance.mayb bcoz i am an extremist. Lat night i argued without ny reason. i know what things are, how things are...still sometiems i am just out of controll. actually the memory pangs bites each time. i hate to be neglected...this one thing simply leashes everything else.
at present...things are on linear path. no adventures, no breaks...no nothing. its simply routine...and so sometimes i find myself malfunctioning...i need a driving force always to keep up to my heels.
i dont find the spirit of studying. because i really really tried ,but ended up in blundering ..after thati simply lost my hopes..because i have seen ppl with much less efforts are getting throught..i wonder why i am always the other side of the coin...lucks never flips on my side...i dont bliv in luck..i bliv in turning my luck towards my direction...
my thoughts are scattered today...bcoz i am dis-oriented...highly..yawn...lifez too boring sumtimes...i seriously need some passion
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Hey
I have an idea !
Go to the DVD store and find this movie, "It's a wonderful life". It's a black and white movie, 1946 i guess. So it may be a little hard to find, or may be not.
It's about a guy George.. who lost all the inspiration to live. Then an a second class angel (2nd class, coz he hasnt got wings yet) was sent... and then...
Try to see:)
It's a very well made movie..
It gave me quite a good curve in my linear line.
thanks...i seriouisly need motivation!
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