Shrishtikortar kache aj korjore khoma prarthona korchi....amar onk oporadh...kintu tar shashtigulo eto kothin keno? somehow amar luck bhishon kharap...mone pore gagan er kotha..he said he had immense luck..i didnt bliv in luck ...but now i do..true buddy, u do have luck....i wish u and ur girl all the luck...
ppl simply cant imagine the pangs of being a "unlucky" . hahaha...even GOD discriminates... ami kokhonoi chance nite parina. erokom kokhono hoy nai je ami cheshta na korei luck er jor e kichu peye gesi...but erokom shobshomyo hoy...cheshta kori pranpon..kintu paina.....i dont know waht to feel...who to blame...luck te amar borabor i kharap...thorughout my entire life...i pure out my best...but end result e dekha jay amar ashe pasher manushgulo cheshta na koreo amar cheye upore uthe jay...call me whatever u want...but i hate it...ami manusher shei unnoti shojjo korte parina, jei unnoti "luck" er jore prapto, jate nijer etotuku porisrom nai...
somehow today i am terribly upset...simply beyond i can comprehend ..... wheni am in melancholy, sometimes i badly want the special support...but somehow, i am disappointed..most of the time..ppl are "bz" with their "fun"
ami manushta khub odvut....nijer koshter shomoy ashe pashe manusher anondo dekhle kata'r moto khoch kore bedhe.... obossho kotha puropuri shotti noy...manusher ki anondo ki dukkho tate amar boyei gelo..kintu amar koshte ontoto karo to kichu bothered hobar kotha.. naki koshto take songkramito korena? it hurts to see that nothing bothers some ppl...really hurtz...when u r left all alone...totally alone..
je jare chay she tare payna...konokichuri kono value nai...keu mullo deyna ashole ...net result is always ZERO......Z-E-R-O
